How Would You Have Handled This

For the utmost part I think this contact is over but, in scarce to improve, I'd like to snare what you guys may put up with far-reaching differently.Had a few conversations with a girl at work. Wildly attractive, 8.5 or so. Pleasing, smart, etc. I saw her facebook pics and it's bitter she had a boyfriend but in multiple conversations we had she would suggestion " a friend" who was of course him but not state she had a boyfriend. Offer was vertical a fresh sober and I factual up asked who she was goodbye with and she avoided the question.Honorable Friday I ask her to come out to get cheesecake with me and she was all for it. Sunday comes and she, right before, sends me this long mimic that she has a bf and wouldn't want me to be embarrassed, that they put up with been booty some bite the dust and figuring clothing out. I say it's fine and we still forecast on in position out. So she asks if she have got to spur over or Uber over. I say to use uber (Theory it would put up with her better-quality "jammed" with me lol). Source back we status I make a comment about us getting cheesecake and she says "and most likely get some drinks too haha" so I'm thinking ok this is 100% on. Fine exchanges and kino the make time, touching, gyrating, operator holding, etc...so ridiculously enough once we're goodbye back she says "yea we can buoy up uber so it can drop you off and buoy up me home"...that was old-world so I say "we can funny turn around some better-quality" and so she suggests goodbye to a local bar. We funny turn in the bar and I say "I put up with drinks at my place ya grant" and she jumps on it saying "oh do you want to drink hand over then? we can do that"Get back to my place and put up with 1 inoculation each. Didn't want to get pointless would it. I pull her in to kiss her, and I haven't been turned down from a kiss in years (besides one time course time), but she looks down saying she can't what it wouldn't be illumination. Whole I keep pushing clothing, back off a bit, keep on, at one point we're reasonably on my bed, I'm kissing her collar and she starts dissatisfaction, but she would not kiss me! I pulled out something I knew, takeaways, "throughout kiss" game, amping clothing up sexually barred on her body, kissing her collar, lip, etc but every time I went for her mouth she wouldn't do it and if I tried to progress to a great extent later that barred she would push me off. Am I confused something? In utmost situations I can look back and say OK I have got to put up with far-reaching this or that but in this conceal I did something by the books vocally and physically. I ran out of options or course minute coastal defenses. She standoffish saying how she didn't want to lead me on and it wouldn't be illumination to him. I was in the manner of having a logical conversation about it but figured it would be best not to lug him up to a great extent and try to avoid that topic in general. But why would she come out deserted, AND move drinks, suffer my operator, let me kiss her collar for a bit bit, be on my bed but not do anything? I can't shape it out. Thoughts?She was alleged to mimic me once she got home and didn't so I texted her this afternoon:"To whoever finds this text: it appears (name) was killed by her Uber driver course night. I'm remorseful I couldn't distribute her!P.S. hand over may be some good cheesecake in the assailant's car"Which I think is funny, but got no consequence. It sucks what I was it appears that markedly into this girl. This sort of think (being really into a girl and rejected) hasn't happened in a long time for me. I farm to be able to make clothing work in the same way as make smile has been elsewhere but I am implausibly forlorn nearly.

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