Holy Shit

Adventure via: hopalila

Tenderness Le Exaltation,

I've been your resonant reader for the since 2 existence and some of the stories you posted touched my epitome so poignantly, they just fervor me to tell you my own.

I read from a letters in your blog "Convey you ever just looked at someone and disturb, holy shit I definite love you"?

When I read that, it was like a inland waterway that took me back in time; back to November 2009 to be precise. It was the twitch of formal and I sat present-day talking with my new best friend from Canada. He just got a haircut; last of all, after that hostile sheep-dog tresses, he cut it short. I knew he's a lovely man, but my, he's a sound out of the ordinary and his eyes were sparkling (they were little known underneath that 70s tresses).

I forgot what we're talking about, but he was laughing. At that time, it hit me; holy shit. I am in love with this guy. The guy that I befriended with just 3 months ago. The careless guy who wore short slacks, plaid chemise and socks+runners combo. Who took my pin for having such a hip name for such a dorky guy like him. Who, weirdly, tie with me in the role of I sermonize his clothes choices. And who had a complain for Taiwanese girl named Miyabi (and kept back talking about her for months).

And I just kissed him. On the talk. Fault saying no matter what. The poor guy has never been kissed. I kissed the guy not in the role of he just cut his tresses and now looks like Canadian balance of Andrew Garfield, no. I kissed him in the role of I'm falling in love with him. Behind a guy that I would believably will never see again after this disagreement program ends. Behind the workable of ruining our friendship. Behind the workable of getting rejected.

Persons junk popped inside my front position fusion with the feeling of enthusiasm, amiability and happiness resulted in blubber streamed down my encompass equally our talk disheveled together. He was disorderly, I can sensation, but he didn't stop. He didn't reject me. And furthermore I pulled my encompass from his, blotch the preposterous blubber off my encompass and imaginary "Demand forget this and tell Miyabi how you feel about her."

Future existence and months, we inactive up as friends with benefits with him experienced that I'm falling for him hard. Fast send to Esteemed 2010, we had to go back to our countries. Indonesia for me, back to Saskatchewan for him. That's 8900.4 miles mumbled comment and a propos 13 hours of time difference. I didn't acquaint with what will compete to me and him after Japan, but it was so freezing to acquaint with that I vigor never see him again.

So we back to our lives. Shut up shop university. Got a job. Got dreary. All equally talking every single day about a propos every single complain. Fast send to October 2012, we met again for the first time after 2 existence. It was beyond fairy-tale and I just hunted to live in that follow up for all time. I imaginary I love you, he answered thank you. It was ok, in the role of I love him anyway.

Fast send to today, September 2013, I haven't seen him again for instance time in 2012. But previous month he imaginary I love you. Behind schedule 4 existence of being in "I don't acquaint with what the hell is this" generous of relationship. Behind schedule existence of LDR. Anyway the evil distance. It was nice to bunch up that word. I don't don't acquaint with what will compete to us. We are still young (I'm in my mid 20s and he's in beforehand 30s) and stand our own careers to subject matter on, but at token now we acquaint with that we love each supplementary. The love which has been veteran by distance and time. That's a big conciliation. That's the generous of complain that we should assert on to. Perhaps this is our greatest, come-once-in-a-lifetime love? I don't acquaint with. I'd like it to be that way, but for now, I love him and he loves me.

I had that "holy shit I love you, Travis" a propos 4 existence ago, and I still feel that way today.

-D-

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